So South Africa will officially be locked down from Thursday 26th March 2020.

As I sit her Listening to one of my new favourite song on repeat Billie Eilish – No Time To Die

Could this be the time.

I think of how many people have already died due to covid19, I can’t help but think what is my purpose, why am I still alive, what am I supposed to be doing on this earth. Questions that we should always be asking ourselves but obviously the question mark is bigger and bold however now that we are in this crises, this might seem funny but it such a great feeling.

For some of us knowing there is something potentially threatening our lives we decide to better ourselves make better decisions, fix relationships and eventually find the big plan for our future and when the threat goes away and you can carry on making a great future.

Unfortunately or fortunately for some people, it will be the end of the road whether or not you have found the big plan or purpose for your life but I always say your purpose or success is defined by yourself and your creator if you feel you have succeeded or fulfilled you purpose you have.

I don’t know yet if it’s a good or bad thing that I feel that I have not yet found my big plan but as I said that between myself and my creator.

Great feeling

Yes, it seems crazy but I am one of those people that need to be challenged. And it’s a great feeling to reflect on the past and plan and work on yourself, for the future challenges and find the big plan.

BUT. Once this is over and life goes back to normal we need to realize that the decisions we have made should still be in place to benefit ourselves and our purpose.

Find out how scared i am of Covid19 in my next blog.

To be continued ……….